Everything from the knot in my throat to the tips of my toes jerks down in some incredible show of centrifugal force as the world stops spinning. Funny how three letters change the energy of something in such a completely polarizing way. How something that felt so warm and healthy before, so comfortable and safe starts to feel like the bait to a trap, or the compliment sandwich put together to dress up the elephant in the room. He says I'm too much emotional stress, that he loves me, that he's thought of seeing other people, that he wants to be with me, that he's not sure he can be happy with me, that I make him happy, that he doesn't kno